>tfw everyone uses proprietary, centralized and non free social media to keep in touch >tfw they use these services even though there's hard evidence of deliberate spying and exploitation of their users
>tfw everyone everywhere has an android/ios based smartphone >I don't have one for reasons stated above >tfw only way of communicating with others is by phone >tfw phone works by constantly sending/receiving requests to nearby towers revealing your location at any given moment >tfw no one uses it anyway
>tfw hardly anyone uses anonymizing networks >tfw no people to start a local WAN/MAN with since no one seems to be interested (and let's face it, it will end up deader than onionland in the long run) >tfw IoT will be run on global internet infrastructure, not MANs or at least state run networks
I am essentially a neet in a chads body with neet grooming. Women see me as a feral man and I am never without a woman wanting to interact with me. I am blessed to be able to act like a disgrace and it be seen as quirky. My issue is quite frankly the fact that whenever I have been intimate I tend to shake. I am reminded of the problem and I can not copulate because freemasons ritually abused me as a child. Fuck it. I am not a virgin you can say I wiggled my way out of virginity but sex is a triggering thing for me because sexual contact has been tainted with the problem of humanity. Oh yea I could have a qt snuggling with me but that reminds me of the witches who would comfort me in between sessions of electrocution and all kinds of dark playground ritualistics. Imagine monkey bars that shock you but under you is the horny demon possessed men. You have to make it to the other side to get into the cage where they come and rape you anyways. We can not snuggle we can not do anything until people get their fucking heads out of their asses and pick up a fucking torch and start marching to the lodge dammit.I have been able to get into a healthy sexual relationship where I can you know get into it but by that point I am basically already exposed as the fidgety guy with mental issues that he is not forthcoming about.
>>232 So I am basically a broken person. One thing that has helped me is anonymously getting this out there. Lets say I want or not even want lets say a women lays down on my bed I will sit down and I will shake uncontrollably not like convulsing but shaking none the less. This is a constant thing for me because I want to satisfy my sexual urge but it is when You are in the moment that it appears in my mind. The glimpses appear in my mind. I was having sex missionary one time and I saw a glimpse of myself very young chained to a big table thing and I could clearly fear my life. If you where to hear the noise that came out of my mouth when I recalled that then you would be afraid. How do I know it was freemasons. Well the fact that they called themselves the illuminated prophets of the mystic realm or something like that. That is the P.O.M.R or one of the kike things I later saw as a young adult. Since I connected the dots I have truly uncovered the problem of the world and that is more important than fucking petty relationships with people who never will allow themselves to disrespect this cult mentally enough to believe this is happening.
>>234 Another huge problem is that I am largely in denial about this and refuse to think about my personal experience and try to just destroy what I know is the reason this is allowed. As long as I am destroying the ability for these people to continue to do this unchallenged then I do not have to force myself to come up with how and why this happened to me. I do not think it is a family thing I am not a bloodline or anything but freemasonry has got to go. Because If I can not even bring myself to admit what these people have done to me imagine what they are doing in every single fucking town on the planet.
You can be ruined by performing in pornography. You suck off a jew dick in a casting couch that will be available in at least 720p indefinatley. I never expect to have a woman suck my dick to completion though if that is the concern. The thing about the porn is that it is an escape. Compulsively fapping is an escape like drugs. I understand there is a dehumanization to the whole porn thing but it does not have to do with lonleyness I see sex an masturbating to porn as 2 different experiences. The sex is something that accompanies a warmth that porn destroys. Porn is like a way to get out the viral instinctual urge to go and court a woman. I understand that part of it if that is why you think men are ruined. I would argue it is a chance to not fall into petty relationships.
But I can stop watching porn I can not stop fapping. You have to fap sometimes when you wake up.the sexual frustration is palpable. I remember waking up and fapping to completion before my eyes where fully open. Its not the fapping that the problem is rather the sex cult that runs porn and the prostitution and strip clubs or (((gentelmens clubs))).that is the same sex cult that farms children and shit. these people make porn because there is interest for seeing cult women in sex. Some of the popular celebrity porn stars are actually women who calm down children that are being tortured in satanic rituals. THey tell them everything is fine so that they can be murdered and totally drained of all the life force when they where calmed down. Ok so all of this semen worship and whatnot is the same kikes fucking over the masses. Porn makes it seem like men who like to see grown women having sex as a bad thing. There is a shameful bad side of porn and not even tranny and gay porn fuck it if you are a fag homo out. But there is horrible things done with impunity because of the cult that is a sex cult that has ruined the world. The more exotic and taboo the better to them. That is a dangerous way to think and that is why there is these festering people who get off on seeing little kids cut up and stuff. There is bad porn. There is bondage and child and bestiality and hurt-core and illegal porn.Then there is sexual snuff like Daisy's destruction. People have been fooled into thinking bondage is a legitimate subculture only to show up at the super sekrit sex party to be stabbed to death while hog tied. It happens all of the time. That is dangerous porn because everyone associated with it in any way is constantly seething over hurting people and luring people into the pain cult. So even if someone like facial abuse videos they are watching women act in sex of their own free will. It is a lust kind of sin. But porn is not ruining men. Cults are ruining men. Cults are killing people and saying the people they killed committed suicide. Cults do false flags to create a police state to execute everyone publicly. If the jews saturate the internet with so much porn that half of the web is porn than that is just kikes kiking out.
The man and the woman make love; attain climax; fall separate. Then she whispers, “I’ll tell you who I was thinking of if you’ll tell me who you were thinking of.”
One man’s meat, as they say, is another man’s poison, a fact now recognized by the American judiciary, which must rule with wearisome frequency on obscenity. With unexpected good sense, a judge recently observed that since the books currently before him all involved ladies in black leather with whips, they could not be said to corrupt the generality, since a taste for being beaten is hardly common and those who are aroused by such fantasies are already “corrupted” and therefore exempt from laws designed to protect the young and usual. By their nature, pornographies cannot be said to proselytize, since they are written for the already hooked. The worst that can be said of pornography is that it leads not to “antisocial” sexual acts but to the reading of more pornography. As for corruption, the only immediate victim is English prose.
I don't watch anime, and I don't play games. I spent my teenage years trying to get a job, but never landed one. The school preached far and low that if we went to College/University employers would be begging us to work for them, which obviously never happened.
There's no easy option. Low paying jobs like McDonald's don't require a degree. It doesn't take a degree to become an entrepreneur. If you don't have any valuable skills this isn't really an option. I don't think drug dealers need a degree either.
>>220 Arts. If you can tolerate the Joollywood, ofc. And if you can produce anything. Les belles lettres require only a calculator with word processor on it. Music can be produced with pirated software and/or quite affordable instruments. One instrument is enough for months, if not years. Painting is trickier, good paints can bite the wallet. Aaand thats it. Other arts require more people and/or way more money an individual can scrub.
>>244 Synchan has died quite a number of times over its history lul. We started out as synchan.org in 2010, then moved to synchan.net, and now have synchan.com. Through a series of my own incompetence and a battle with my old host we lost the *chan software I had been developing for Synchan and picked up Tinyboard ever since synchan.net.
My wholehearted dedication to developing Synchan died around 2013, but from 2013-2015 I occasionally chimed in with some updates and bug fixes either because I wanted to see it return to what it once was fueled by short bursts of delusion or I was too stubborn to see it die forever.
Recently the site routed to another project I had been working on, because I forgot to change the port in the apache configuration for synchan.com.
>What do I do in the threads? Talk to people, make conversation. Don't try to get into anyone's pants. It is a social thread on /soc/, for actually being social, without nudity!
>Wait, is this some super-secret cool kids' club where you can only be some sort of shut-in freak to participate in? No, we are moderately tolerant of normalfags here. Feel free to participate, just don't be a dick.
>I DON'T LIKE ___ Discuss it with us, but civilly. If you are spouting out obscenities and insults because you don't like something, chances are, it is not going to change and you will be blown off as some anally pained droll. Now, if you are civil, people will work with you.
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>>187 That r9k is probably dead, so this is the next best thing. Also is it true, did Pantsuwotaberu go full drunk and hotpockets one night? If so, it's sad how cuckolded Datamining Cripple Kike-chan's residents have become. Like they do know they can open up a new board right?
Hell our /am/ got possesed by a rule faggot, so we made /AM/. Sure enough after enough people left old /am/ the rule faggot mod plus his ilk left old /am/. Now we have /am/ as our playground and /AM/ as our new home/stomping ground.
I really haven't had much to add to this board, but I've really enjoyed it and used it quite a bit. I haven't been posting here but there's been a lot of useful info on this board that I've managed to use. I'd just like to put this down somewhere so that the people running it know that its good work you're doing.
>>201 I thought not bad, but just now the news said some school made into policy that you can only call girls and boys "students". So who knows. But, it may not be as bad as it sounds because of the way Finland handles policy: we like to write things down in a strict way but rely on good judgement in practice. It's not worrisome because it's not state law, just a policy markup, and because of a cultural atmosphere that you wouldn't understand. But the text exists, so I guess it's a precedent.
>is it possible to get a job over there no >without learning Finngolian comme si, comme sa >I do in fact have a STEM degree nnope.
But I'm fucking with you, both high end and low end jobs exist, and it's scarce at the middle. It all depends what exact degree you have and feel lucky about in such a small national economy as ours.
Come treat our elderly, please, so I don't have to. You're paid in welfare rudabagas.
Honestly, it's likely to be able to come to Finland on a STEM degree, but whoever sends you through Uni connections or something knows the insider shit better than I ever would. Ask around.
>>116 The dream is easily attainable you shitstain, it's not some asinine shit like becoming a Pop Star, or an artist. It's not my fault you can't study a worth while degree because you have a limited set of interests and aspirations.
>>115 Chem major here. With your undergrad, you can secure yourself a nice $35k/year start as a line chemist making drugs for the biggest drug dealers ever. If you get a master's degree, they'll probably even give you a raise...
But you'll always be making drugs for somebody. Hindsight, Breaking Bad isn't such a bad direction to go.
My red eared slider's aquarium has become a breeding ground for fucking fruit flies. Sadly I can't clean his tank as often as I'd like since I'm a Uni student, so I clean it once every sunday. Is there something I can spray to prevent future infestations, or should I just give him away just in case?
10 years ago. 10 years ago I left the Marine Corps after two very boring tours in Iraq. I left the Marine Corps for a woman. This was the woman I loved. The woman I spent my entire life fighting and surviving shit just to see again. I got home. It was amazing. I left the Marine Corps behind -- the only career I'd known -- and I pursued her into the hills of Appalachia. We made love in a small duplex nestled on the foothills of some mountain outside of our college. I was going to be a psychologist and tell all the other veterans how to feel after they left the war. Because I knew how to feel. I knew the feels, right? We had two amazing years together. Two of the best years of my life. And then they fell apart. We never wanted to get married because marriage was for quitters. 2006, amirite? Who wants to get married when everyone is expressing themselves? We have a free love revolution ahead of us! We ran out of steam in 2008. I met a 3.14qt weeaboo in college who was 4 years younger than me and was totally down to commit to a life of servitude. Fucked my world up. What the fuck do I do with a woman who wants to commit to children and a future when I've committed to a woman who wants to "see it through to the end" in name only?
>>155 >We ran out of steam in 2008. >I met a 3.14qt Why are you normalfags doing this? I mean why are you even looking at opposite sex when you already have someone? How do you expect to keep fidelity if you haven't put your mind to it?
You're basically like a male woman. Suffer.
Also not enough data to make that assumption but if everything developed in a more or less standard fashion you've both just grew accustomed to one another. From that point on it requires effort and will to keep the fire on.
>>159 >pretending you have enough experience with 3d women to give advice
Lets face it, although a "free love" disease spreading degenerate, OP had sex. Now he can imagine that feeling while he masturbates to anime. We should be telling OP to move into his parents basement and live the dream!
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07:19 < unixuser> Xonotic stand alone mod: https://lgdb.org/game/chaosesque-anthology 07:19 < unixuser> Has reached release 93. Over 100 weapons, city generation, buildable buildings (like RTS) and
furnishings, spell casting, medeval weaps, futuristic weaps, modern weaps, foliage system,
nukes, etc etc. Thoughts?
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07:22 < Diablo-D3> dunno why'd you make a xonotic mod
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07:37 < Space_Man> thanks mikee
07:38 < Diablo-D3> sigh is that mikee? =/
07:41 < unixuser> Diablo-D3: maybe because divverent coded the base features that were needed for the mod into
xonotic at the beginning of the mod?
07:41 < Diablo-D3> yeah but like, why not just make your own game?
07:41 < unixuser> the rest of the mod is a simple extention
07:42 < unixuser> I don't know, maybe because I was working on things for nexuiz/etc for 10 years...
07:42 < unixuser> (since 2006 atleast)
07:42 < unixuser> maybe I go with what I know...
>Read about Social Anxiety Disorder >Describes me almost exactly
>significant amount of fear in one or more social situations causing considerable distress and impaired ability to function in at least some parts of daily life. >Blushing >Sweating >Trembling >Messed up speech >https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_anxiety_disorder
>>85 go into therapy damnit! I knew someone who stayed a social cripple untill he was 26, because he even was too afraid to meed a therapist. I know this is anecdotal evidence but i bet 90% of social anxiety victims just never gone to therapy and this board wouldnt even exist if they did
>>109 Not all of them, I've noticed that the major culprits of commie shit are at the coasts and up north. I am beginning to see changes at my old university, but privilege checking is still not the norm yet. It might be in the next two years due to Muslims invading. Two years ago we only had 15, now we have around 30. I'm doing my part on spreading the truth about them though so far no censorship has come my way. Just butthurt "Liberals" but that's it.
>>106 >If I can't have a child before the age of 35 I'll give up on reproducing, nobody wants to deal with a father who's crippled well before they're college aged. It would be so selfish to inflict such suffering to my children. Thank you anon, and turn that limit down to 28 please.
>looking at myself in the mirror >If i stand at a pivot I look kind of handsome >I smile and nod my head slowley >See my sisters bf looking at me through my open door through the mirror. >Keep doing it to pretend its a habit. >There was dadrock playing in my room
>time to get a haircut >We pass multiple buildings and comment about their service. >There was a jewish deli and everyone wanted to go there afterwords. >They cut my hair too short and I look like a skinhead >During my time to order I tel them not to put sliced goy in the sandwitch. >realized I said it outloud >"no old roy bread thats what i mean no old roy bread" >Apparently old roy isnt a kind of bread >"Pumpernickle" >It took all of my willpower not to aknowledge the sliced goy. >Big fat jew was staring at me with a bloody apron on. >Sandwich comes and I hate pumpernickle. >"why are you not eating your sandwich anon" >"I am savoring it" >Chew the kike sub down
>Changed my name not legally but I waned to be called Ruebin in Highschool >Every now and then someone will call me Ruebin >"Oh hi Ruebin you still play the saxaphone?" >I never played the saxaphone and just started jazz snapping while squinting at the ceiling >Had to do it for like 10 seconds to be sure they left. >I was standing in the way of a mother and her children pushing a cart. >Do a slick move to direct them down the isle involving spinning my wrist and pointing down the isle.
>>128 >Go home to delete everything related to Ruebin. >Noticed that I had a Miles Davis as my interest in music. >looking at the photos I am holding a little saxaphone that was in the band room >I hung out with band kids because they didnt call you out if you didnt talk to anyone and I could pretend I wasn't sitting alone at lunch. >It was a selfie I held the saxaphone and took a picture of the mirrored wall. >You could clearly see the person it belonged to coming to confront me about grabbing it. >Realize the chequed fedora on my head as I delete the picture >Everytime I see the band people they act all better than me.
>>24 Google her, she's La Lobita a Mexican camwhore who became fap fuel on /v/. No nudes, she's not stupid enough to share such a thing on easily "hackable" websites. It makes me proud man, that the one good thing that comes from us targeting these lucious cam whores is that the smart ones learn some basic computer literacy. While the dumb ones anhero or get removed from the gene pool via their stupidity.
Thus making the normies out there slightly more tolerable.